Wow! Time flies fast! Today is new year eve already! It was just like yesterday when 2011 came, now we are embracing 2012's arrival.

As per the previous post, i said there will be something new that i'm trying for my blog, as you can see the layout has changed, the blog title has changed and there will be a new style for me to type in my post.
I was trying to add on some javascripts into it but it didn't work out, oh well. If you realise long enough, you can see that all my blog post were song titles, so i'll continue with this and making it special by following up with a link of the song. No worries, the link is safe. It actually leads to my own personal tumblr where i uploaded the song there, so you guys can hear it anytime. This is the special thing i did, cause i do not want to take it from youtube or other website, well, in case they remove it, so i upload it myself instead.

Heading back to topic, i'll summarize up what this year meant to me. Starting off with bad things, i didn't get a  good result for my STPM and made some regretful choices. One thing i regret this year is falling in love with the wrong person, well, seems so harsh. Although it was quite bad but it was a good experience and i'm sure i wont allow it to happen again. Moving on, I got offered to UNIMAS, but i didn't went for it. I think this was the most excellent choice i made for this year cause if i had went there, i couldn't do a lot of things that i wanted to do and also wouldn't come to UCTI and meet such awesome friends!  What i had achieve this year is accepted Christ, got into Uni, had a laptop, had a car and also able to meet awesome friends!

There are some regretful ones and some not regretful ones. 2011 is soon to be over and welcome 2012, i hope that 2012 will be a good year to everyone and they will achieve they new year resolutions! So, cheers man and a Happy New Year!   2012 will be great and is not the end of the world!!

The before new year me. hehe!

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Whoops! Sorry guys! I apologize for not being quite active for my blog. Posting now for upgrading the blog and i promise that this time, i'll try my very best to stay active for the whole year of 2012. Be prepared as there will be a whole new theme for my blog, as you can see, and new themes for my posts too. I'm still thinking how it is gonna work but i'll try somehow, so yeah, stay tuned!

Is been a while since last update, my life is so happening now that i'm quite busy to attend to people that wanted to hang out with me.  Sorry to my long time no see friends that been eager to see me and i couldn't able to make some time for you guys! My deepest apologies to you guys!

Is after a month since degree life started, is getting busier and busier on assignment, homeworks and also some hang out time with UCTI school mates. I'm really thankful that i manage to get to degree life, i really enjoyed this life of mine now, especially i got to know new friends. They are kinda awesome though, people from different backgrounds especially in cultures and lifestyles. Besides that, getting to drive around is kinda fun too!

 There was this awkward question asked by my dad, he asked me whether am i having a girlfriend, so i answered, if yes then how, no then how? He answered, if no then no la, if yes, make sure you can concentrate on your studies. It got me into thinking, whether should i start a relationship during degree life? I'm not sure and not so kin yet due to emotional past. Sometimes, the memory just keeps coming back and back again. I started to felt lonely, i miss the feeling of having someone there by your side, going through the journey together. I miss someone that hugs me every time i'm sad, but it seems i cant have it now.  Still, not sure whether i should start but well, lets just keep it aside for now.

When people tries to offer their help, please don't make fun of them. From a good deed, let you guys make like a sick joke trying to embarrass the person. Please, get a life. Is just so freaking pissed off!


 -Don't make me freaking angry!-

Dragon is my personal interest, sky represents the big sky that never seems to have an end, as for the sun, it represents the courage i knew.

Today's class is considered the first class after the orientation, it is because yesterday, there was a black out in UCTI and caused our class to be cancelled. Today's class is on "introduction to management". Our lecturer asked us on our email, which country we are from and also something regarding management plus what we wanted to do in the future. After going through all that with the class, is almost time to leave class. I felt lethargic     bout it, is like totally wasting time. I put my time in good use by talking around with friends, which also contributes the noises in the class. 

The weather is getting weird these days, one moment heavy rain, one moment sunny. Global warming? I don't know. A lot of people might get sick cause of the drastic weather changes. 

Miracles is in the house! I'm gonna get a car! WooHoo! I feel so excited and thank god for making it happen. Thank You so much LORD! 

That's all now, cheers!

-Success is never accidental-

Nice cover by my friends, please watch it and enjoy! Share around too! Thanks!

Day 4 of orientation! Is the last day of orientation. Pretty excited of it being the end! Lunch at Jojo's with Eric, Tim and Joseph. After that left my guitar with Joseph, Eric picked me to UCTI. I meet Miss Chew, she is my form 4 and 5 chemistry tuition teacher. When i reached UCTI, meet Sheng Joe, tuition mate from form 5 chemistry class. What's going on today, meeting tuition people and all.

First session, introduction on computing and technology plus also engineering. Pretty interesting bout what you will get after studying all that. Next was given some briefing with our program leader. It was a good session with her regarding IT courses. The whole session for today supposing to end by 530pm but it ended on 430pm, an hour earlier. We all got the chance to go home earlier. After that, meet Kae Huat, Kar Fei and i had a little chat with him.

Later at night, cell. Cell was good, fun and exciting. I totally never regret coming to cell and also accepted Christ. Jesus is totally my saviour, all the good things He had done to me! He improved my life.

Final words, have fun and enjoy your life! Cheers!

-Always have faith!-

Day 3 of orientation! Totally don't feel comfortable with all these orientation already! I rather wanted to have class instead, i might take my word back later. lol.

Today, all the orientation classes ended earlier than the time given, which gave chance for us to have some late lunch. We went to the rooftop and had spaghetti! It was so good, the price is reasonable and is quite a big plate. Ben and i had our food there. The song "judas" were being played somewhere, that was just weird. After that, during PTPTN loan session, all local students that are applying it got sat nearer in front which got me to know some more friends! Oh, good! I love making new friends! It sounds so wrong though......

Recalling names i remember, JT, Ji On, Vicky, Vincent and Vinni... Not very sure on the spelling on some names, please forgive me! I totally didn't mean it.

Tomorrow is the last day of orientation, i'm getting pumped up and embracing for next week class! This is just gonna be great! Till then, cheers!

-The path that we take are always full of pot holes, if you fall, don't always forget to smile and get back up cause if you don't, how are you gonna move again? You will still be lying there. Got up and then? Continue to move on cause it is your path, always keep in mind, never ever give up!-

Day 2 of the orientation at UCTI, everything went smoothly. I was able to make some friends there! =)

First session was regarding the timetables and schedule. After that we went for a break cause at that time, the session is more prioritize to the foreign students. We went lunch at Cafeteria, the food wasn't that amazing.... The next moment was ice breaking, we were divided to groups by head count. We were given "missions" which is to act by the given product name we receive and to remember our group members name. I think our group got the least people so, is much easier for the second task. We did our "show" the last, our group was great, well, to me cause all of us are excited to act and get into the fun! As for my part, i suppose to go crazy.... well, almost? Tried to act as wild as possible will trying not to give bad impression to other people, oh well, i think i did already.

Recalling, those people i met today, Ben Yap, Shum, Rahman, Allen, Darsha, Mei, Aziemah, Richard and Ashkhan.I'm not very sure on most of the names as i got to know by ear, not really know how to spell, please forgive me!!

So then, keep u guys posted.

-Does it makes you a manlier man or awesome lady if you torture animals?-
-Nope, it makes you far more worst than an animal, as least animals have compassion!-

Took a break since the last post, totally felt lazy to post. =P. Updating it today cause i've reach a new season of my life, which is enter to degree class! Today was my first day of orientation at UCTI! Thank God for making this possible for me! =)

Reminds of something today, i don't know what happen but is kinda like a bleeding day for me. First, my pimple broke and bled after my bath. After that, the boil at somewhere burst and bled profusely. Totally shocked me and i was not wearing glasses, couldn't see properly. I rushed to wear my contacts lenses before cleaning up the bleeding boil. Got it on and start cleaning. Ask for help from my mom, after much cleaning, we patch it up with gauge, cotton wool and medical tapes. Reminds me of what i did during St John times. Got everything done, i shave my chin. I got cut at my finger while cleaning the shavers, what going on today??? LOL

My mom dropped me down at the location where i suppose to go and my friend picked me up from there. We went to UCTI and manage to reach on time. The orientation held at auditorium. It was kinda cool. To cut short, after the orientation, went home. =) Got to know one person from IT course, he is taking forensic computing. COOL! I think he is a pro! Ice breaking is tomorrow, i'm sure i'll be meeting more people by then! Till now, bye~ please see this video below! xD Support him too!

Is the end of August! National Day! Is kinda quiet for our National Day due to yesterday was Hari Raya. Most of the people had already "balik kampung". There's so many excited things happened since the last post. Love it a lot! xD

1) Last thursday, watched "Rise of the planet apes" with Joseph and Michelle at Sunway. Thanks Joseph for the complimentary movie! Apparently also it was Michelle's birthday and so that's why we went out. The movie was pretty cool, with chimpanzees and some gorillas. o.O The ending explained a lot what had happened for the previous movie "planet of the apes". Nice story and good graphics. Last but not least, foolish humans ( in the show... ).

2) Last saturday,i went to Sunway Opera! Woohoo!! We, most of the church members went to support David's band. They were having a competition there and we gave our maximum support to him and his band. Moreover, he is leaving soon and therefore that day was his last time playing for his band in 2011. We went to see him do his work and cheer for his band!! The whole event finished bout 1230am. David's band didn't manage to get to top 3 placing but in our hearts, you guys are champion! Just to say that the winner was awesomely good. It was an obvious win. Anyways, to be honest, the prize money were riddiculously low compared to the top 3. Oh well, what to do? Lastly, you rocks, WANTED SYMPHONY!

3) On monday, we went to KLIA to sent David off to Boston. We reached there bout 12 something in the afternoon. Glad we see him on that day. We had lunch together and chilled out a while plus having picture sessions. We really will miss you david! Honestly, seeing myself, the time for me to know david is short, still i'm pretty appreciate that God allow me to know him at the first place. He came to our cell bout 2 months back, i don't really know him as much as the others do but thanks anyway. Thanks for driving us to Penang!! David, you're such as awesome guy! Hope we will still keep in contact and get to know each other more! Although the time of knowing you were short but still, we'll miss you ( saying on behalf of yong shean and eric ). It is definitely a pleasure to meet an awesome guy like you. Proud to be your friend! The moment came as we depart, each and everyone of us went emotional, even some burst into tears. I feel that way too, even we know for a short time, as for those who knew you longer, tears slowly fell out from their eyes cause they definitely will miss you more than ever. Lastly, good luck david! All the best to you in your new school! The rising star, David Chua!

Thats all for now and Happy National Day!! Enjoy the video below!! xD

Days had passed, i remembered that told you off. I just wanted a lot of things to be clear between us. That's all.

"I don't want to listen how hurt you were! I was hurt too!" These words keep appearing in my head when you told me how hurt you were. Deep down, i feel like crying, it reminds me of that time. You practically brought me back to the past. I put all back and so that i could move on but seems like you refresh that memory....

I remember back to March where i confessed. I said i never expect more but my heart wants more. What was i thinking? It was so foolish, there was all disaster happens. I pushed forward and step further, making you feel "disturbed" towards me. The whole of April month was the worst month i've been! The feeling of missing someone. On the 1st of May, we went out and that came rejection. Before that, I knew P will reject you, P also knew i like you a lot. We thought that you may give me a chance but it is you didn't give yourself a chance. That was the disappointment i receive. It was a false move i made. I tried again. two days later, where P wanna reject you, I was hoping that P says first but i happen to say first, i also hinted some things gonna happen on that day. I wanted to let you know that P will reject you and then to let you know that i m here. I was still trying for a chance but it didn't go as planned. Things fall apart and i tried even more even though i know i will fail. I didn't lose hope but for what? It was pointless cause you won't even care. June was the turning point for the pain in me, i'm slowly letting you go, setting my heart free. I regret to make the false move till this, it was all my fault. Starting of July, is where i managed to let you go. I move my own way, you move your own. I felt happier after that. To prove i let go, i clear my thoughts by seeing the one. I moved on and hit on the one but weren't suitable. I guess it was a worthy try to find out right?

Now, things has changed. I'm afraid that i get back the feel again. If you never intend to then don't do it. I didn't get my chance and i believe i never will. In that case, what's between us? I don't know anymore. Just let it be, for now.

Late updates again, I've been sleeping late for the past one month now, a lot of recurring past slowly haunts me down one by one. I came up with a solution. I realize that i don't need hide from it, i just need confess it out. I've been running away from the past and didn't face it, that's where all the problems began to surface. I am truly blessed by The lord HIMSELF, HE changed my life ever since i believe in HIM. HE was a good friend who listens to me when i confess my sins, my past doings and yet HE is so good that HE forgives me. Slowly and surely, i will definitely being lead to a good road.

Thank you.

I wrote a song lately and am gonna work with Aaron for the music to be composed (WOOHOO!). I feel very excited bout it, although is a emotional song but i believe it will be great. When is out, it will hit Youtube and am gonna share it through facebook! This is my first time that my song will have a music cause previously is just all lyrics. Thanks to my friends that like my music lyrics, to me, is something special as i don't expect much out of myself. I definitely can't be compared by those famous song writers but i'm glad that you all like it. You guys are amazing and motivational! I hope we'll get the music done, earliest next month will be done. I'll pray that it will be good! This is my first, so is kinda nervous for me, don't want it to fail. If fail, i guess i gotta try harder! Do not give up!

That's all for now, keep you guys posted! Blog or vlog better? lol

Time past so fast and now is the beginning of AUGUST! why~~~~ time really flies, as they say time flies without waiting for anyone. Today i watch CAPTAIN AMERICA in mid valley with Casper. It was a nice show though! =) Totally awesome!

WARNING: SPOILER AHEAD. =D

Started was in the present, some people found a ship, it looks like a UFO at first. People went in and saw the Captain America shield. Then the whole story went back to 1941..... hmmm....... ( blah blah blah) then show steve rogers. He was skinny and lots of illness. Is weird to see a manly voice of Chris Evans in a skinny body.

U get the idea how skinny he is? lol. He is willing to fight for his country but due to his body, he has been rejected. A good doctor from german felt and saw his bravery and good heart.They were doing an experiment and so Steve was selected. The experiment went smoothly, oh iron man's dad is there too. The doctor got killed after the experiment, make steve the only all powerful one and he became this.

LOL. Taller and bigger size. ( she touched his chest, go see the movie and you'll see)

After all that, he became captain america. Save the troops, people die and save the world. Fell in love with HER. hmmm. Try to defeat Red Skull. He didn't defeat red skull ( MAJOR SPOILER ). Captain America crash landed the ship and *poof* the present. Apparently the serum inside can regenerates his cell, so he is like IMMORTAL. He slept till the present, Nick Fury tells him bout the present. THE END. For more details, watch the movie. hehe.

If you do watch the movie, remember to wait the LONG LONG LONG credits to roll, their will be a preview on THE AVENGERS!! AWESOME, MAY 2012! Cant wait! ^^

Pretty excited already!! woohoo...

ayways, got to go. bye~

On the nice Sunday evening, i went to MTV WORLD STAGE 2011 at I-City, Shah Alam! I got free tickets to there thanks to David! You Rock man! Apparently he got the VIP for himself. lol. I went together with Matthew. A lot of people were there, including Garry, Aaron, Paul and others. The performers were Pop Shuvit, B2ST, Neon Trees and 30 seconds to Mars!

The ticket that i got from David. Actually all "regular" are the same. lol

The wristband that allows you to enter. Is kinda nice though with the MTV logo. lol

The stage. I was standing at the middle with Matthew, before all the people form behind started pushing. Is really nerve wreaking and hot there till we decided to go to the back. Is cooling and the view is bout the same. Screw them any ways, cant they just stand where there are?

When JJ and Ean was out. Sorry for the picture as is not very clear of JJ and Ean. There were good at giving out Hitz. FM T-shirts. Lucky to those that got it.

The fan that they gave everyone of us. Is a good thing as is so hot there especially in the crowd. Stuffy and hot. People fainted in there too. So much "FUN" huh?

Oh, is the poncho that they gave. Is in case of emergency if it rains. Apparently the weather was awesomely hot at the evening and cool at the night, it didn't rain. I think it will be much of a havoc if it rains.

By the way, I-city is a nice place to be. The scenery is just great ( promoting it, lol ). The lights at night is just marvelous. The location for MTV world stage 2011 were great and i think everyone enjoyed themselves. I enjoyed the performance from Neon trees and 30 second to mars. They were spectacular! Love it! Aaron got on stage with Jared Leto. Lucky him, also to those other people that got on stage too. Envy~~ David got to have dinner with Jared Leto too. Envy more~~ lol. This is my first time to Mtv World stage, if next year there is again, i definitely will go! Sorry for late update on this as i was busy and dead tired after the concert. Seriously, well, that was on monday, tuesday were busy, lol. That's all for now. =)

Deeply apologize to everyone for not updating for quite some time. I was a bit busy and also doesn't have anything special to update. Anyways, i watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2 on Friday night! It was better than expected. =)

I watched the movie together with Eric, Drake, Yong Shean and Jinn Shin. The movie was held at Pavilion KL. Eric picked us up to pavilion instead as a car is better than two, car pool. The show continues from the last part where poor Dobby dies. A lot of people die in the movie. Seriously, it was kinda sad for those character to die, oh well, this is the end right? lol. There will be a twist in the story and also characters. It is definitely full of suspense. Is really exciting and interesting. It is really a good movie to watch. Alright now, no more spoilers. =)

Everything ends here. The last of Harry Potter after 10 years. I will definitely miss it. haha. =)

Also on Friday is my UPU result came out. I got the course i wanted but not the university i wanted. I got UNIMAS. OMG, so far. I guess i will be sticking my original plan instead and head for APIIT for my software engineering course. I'm pretty excited as the July intake starting next week, i'm starting on that time. Which means i'm gonna start class next week! Cant wait. After 8 months of not studying, kinda excited to start class again especially for degree course. Cant wait to meet new people too. Woots!

I'm dead tired now, i'll keep it posted! See ya!

Woohoo! I just came back from an awesome trip by my carecell! Total of 12 of us, which includes Matthew, Garry, Stephen, David, John, Eric, Crystal, Yong Shean, Drake and also i managed to brought Justin and Lyanne to join us, finally and me. We went to Penang for a 2 days 1 night trip.

On 1st of July, in the early dawn, we headed of to Penang. Everything seems so dark on the street (lol). My two great men that gladly and awesomely drove us up to there is Matthew and David. We all appreciated that both of you drove us all the way to Penang and come back too. It is tiring and thanks that you guys "risked" for us. We reached there bout 10am in the morning and have a first meal there which is cendol in Penang Road. It taste good, fresh and cheap too! After a while, we had a short time for souvenirs. Things over there is cheap too, and bargainable. Next stop was heading to Mr Arther Yap's House or Mansion. The house were located at Batu Ferringhi. We head all the way their and "Checked In". The house was huge and nice, have a good view of the sea too. We went around the house and was kindly being briefed by Aunty Mei, The wife. We really thank them a lot for the accommodation and great hospitality. After leaving down our bags and have a rest for a while, we head on to Gurney for our movie! We watched transformers 3: Dark of the Moon. I'll give it 7 out of 10, the plot of the movie wasn't as good as the first and the second saga. Some parts were boring, honestly i do think that way, apparently some of us also felt the same and they dozed off a while. After the 2 and a half hours show, we walked to the nearby hawker centre at Gurney Drive! We wanted to look for a better food but we do not have a good signs of direction where to go. We definitely need a person to really guide us as most part of the roads were changed, even i cant remember how to go where and there. After dinner, we went to Strait Quay Mall to have a look. Straits Quay Mall is located next to the sea, the have a port there. Is new and i think there is more to come in the future. We then went back to the house. We had a short card game there and then we got into the pool to have fun. I think we played in the pool for 2 hours. It was midnight already. We got prepared and went to bed.

The following day, we had a little walk around as in there were traffic jams. Our original plan were forced to cancel. Matthew have to get his car fixed as the air condition spoiled. They went on to get fruits after Mcdonald lunch, Eric, drake, crystal and me followed my brother as my brother picked us to buy biscuits. I had a short meeting with my brother though. Matthew got his car fixed and came to get us at the biscuit shop. We then head home from there. We reach Kuala Lumpur bout 1030pm. It was a tiring trip and it is an awesome one too. Hope you guys enjoyed as much as i do. =)

Everything went great! Thanks lord and thanks everyone that came for the trip. Cheers! =)

“I told myself I couldn’t see you, but you’re someone who draws the eye.
But if I see you, it hurts and makes things tough for me.
After only living at the convent,
I came to live in this land of stars and was hit by electricity and lost my senses.
I flew up right into the heavens and then crashed down to the ground.
Fireworks exploded in my head and in one moment a thundering rainstorm crashed down on me.
Since I’ve left this star-land, I saw the path I am to live.
I would have to leave the star-land and just watch it from afar.
If I see the brightest-shining star close up, it’s so blinding to the eyes that it hurts.
That is why I am going to go far away.” – Mi Nam

Had been days since my last update. The quote above is from a korean drama called "You're beautiful". Park Shin Hye acted in the drama together with Jang Geun Suk, Lee Hong Ki and Jung Yong Hwa. Park Shin Hye said this to Jang Geun Suk. In the drama, she had fallen in love with him but there were obstacles between them, the STAR in this quote refers to Jang Geun Suk. Sad right? But they got together in the end, happy ending.

Moving on, i'm really bored being at home, trying my best to find some life by hanging out with friends. There's one thing i like to do the most is hanging out with fellow christ. I really enjoyed and feel relaxed in church though. It seems my mind is clear and all those troubles were gone when i'm in the church. Oh lord, you're the best! I love my carecell, i love all the activities we do, especially the up coming penang trip. I really appreciate this trip. Special thanks to Eric and Tim that brought me to this awesome church. Nice meeting all the people here. All of you are great in your own way. I really need to plan my days, being at home is seriously plain boring. I can't wait to start class. I wanted to learn up the courses fast! I feel so motivated to start class. I hope that i could handle the tension! Something caught my attention today, gold nitrate, AuH7N4O15. It is kinda interesting. I don't really know why but i think is something interesting to look on. I got a bible application in my phone! Sounds like an accomplishment! Now, i can read the bible through my phone, isn't it awesome?! Total randomness! That's all for today. Enjoy!

-You are my everything to me-

I love you very much.

Yesterday was my last day in WRC. WRC is my work place and was informed suddenly that yesterday was my last day of work. The workings there is kinda average, not really that bad but sometimes you will feel bored, no life and so on. What keeps the company going is all the great colleagues in office, i really don't feel like leaving cause of them but still i have to further my studies, so i've been forced to leave. They been through much with me, especially those close ones. This time i leave, i'm sure i wont go back there to work again. Damn sad. I'll share some pictures of my colleagues with me on my last day of work.

Boon Siong and me! He was a good person that always help me. We talked and joked bout a lot of things. =)

Vincy and me! Vincy is one of them that helped me through harsh time together with Ying thung, mei yee and also Pauline. You guys were the best person that really helped me a lot during that moment when i was very very down. Thanks!

Robert and me. My great teacher that trained me before i go on floor, 2 years ago. He was a great buddy to me, taught me well. I still remember that time. He saw me resign twice. lol

I lazy to post all pictures, if wanna see can kindly go to my facebook to have a look at my awesome colleagues. You have to add me to see the pictures as i set it to ONLY FRIENDS can view the pictures. Make sure! Ying thung, kian wee and johnny was off on Tuesday, didn't get the chance to take a picture with them, no worries, next time then! =D

Totally forgot to update my blog! SHUCKS! Green lantern was awesome!! I watched the movie on monday with our HSG carecell members! Stephen, Matthew, Garry, Chun seng, John, Eric and me went for the movie at Pavilion. We meet up in church and Garry drove us there, cause he was driving the Xtrail. We had our dinner at Wong Kok, as usual.

There won't be much spoilers bout Green lantern here, is best watch it in cinemas near you.

Ryan Reynolds played for the part, although he is 34, he is good. He was voted as one of the hottest man alive, good looking and HAWT body.

Isn't he look GOOD?! lol

Which one is better? As green lantern or deadpool? both?

The movie was nice. It actually showed how Hal Jordan ( green lantern )got his powers. I'm a fan of superheroes so i know some backgrounds of famous heroes. The movie didn't show bout the power of the ring weakness, if i remember correctly, Hal's ring weakness is Yellow. The movie also show the rise of Sinestro ( yellow lantern ) which was destined to be Hal's rival.

Sinestro. EVIL.

By the way, this the OLD green lantern looks like.

Although the outfit may not be as cool as the present green lanterns but it is equally strong. I forgot was what this character actual name. The weakness was apparently was wood, his powers could effect on wood.

That's all then, hope they will show wonder woman, flash, hawkgirl and martian. After that will be the JUSTICE LEAGUE! =D

"What's going on?" These words keep appearing in my head. These few days, a lot of unexpected things happened. I hope i could really absorb John's word, "CHILLAX". It is a mixture of chill and relax, i think. Honestly, this week i had been put into a test, testing my friendship with others. The test wasn't hard, it was devastating. This test spoils my mood for the whole week. I believe some where getting better to another level but as for some, it gone worst.

Monday was the first day of this test started, i started to worried for the friendship with someone. I can't believe at the end, it didn't went out well. I'm not very sure what was going on at first, but after that i think, all along it was my fault. The reason of this wasn't bout you, it was bout me. People told me how bad you were, honestly i started thinking that they were right. You do not appreciate me at all but after that, i could also because of my actions. Now, i don't know what to say and just leave it that way.

I'm sorry to Eric for what had happened yesterday. Everything was my fault. I'm the one should be blamed. Can't we don't argue on small matter, ok? Hope you accept my apologies!

Everything falls apart this week but thank goodness there were people around me that still help me to put all the pieces back together, especially her. =) thx. CMY

Whoa! Yesterday was a harsh day for me! Thinking back, it was full of anger and sadness filled up in my heart but today, everything is gone. Today was a good day, totally relaxed.

Today, i went out with Matthew and Garry! Our best leader and assistant of our carecell! Thanks for coming and join me with a little hang out session. I wish Eric could join us but there were no transport for him to get home. While we were at Mid valley today, we watched SUPER 8!

It was kinda awesome though! Warning first, spoiler ahead.

The movie was bout an alien escaped from a train that crashed near this town called "LILIAN". There were few young kids witnessed the whole thing as they were trying to film a show. Elle Fanning is really marvelous and pretty! Thats right, she is Dakota fanning's sister. Anyways, the story move on to the alien abduct people and devours them. The Air force actually prisoned it till it hates humans a lot. The alien just wanted to fix it's ship so that it could go back to his home planet. What a story. I don't want to spoil a lot, so is best to watch it in the cinema near you. The effects were awesome, producer was by steven spielberg, so u can imagine how good it is. I'm not sure bout you guys but i think it is a good movie. Ratings, 4 out of 5.

The next show i wanna watch is Green Lanturn! I think is gonna be an awesome one too. Planning for one either on this saturday or sunday. I know Garry is interested! hahaha. Well, that's all for now! BYE! xD

-We have the rights to a beautiful life-

Nothing special happened today, so gonna refresh bout yesterday in which it reminds me of something. It was a good saturday morning as i kinda woke up by 1130am. Had my lunch at home and Eric came pick me up at 320pm. The first thing we went was leisure mall. It seems to be this place is our best hangout spot, i don't know why so don't bother asking. We bought wristbands again for our cell members, it truly indicates our cell identity and specialty.

We had our small high tea at secret recipe. Crystal paid and treated Eric and me as she has represented her company in a badminton tournament and she got first place! I feel so happy for her! After that, things changed. When we were on our way to yong shean's house, we had a minor accident. We were going uphill and this motorcycle wasn't alert that we were there and we tried to stop on time but is too late. The brakes couldn't stop the inertia on time as he is going downhill. He had minor injuries and the bike in not in good condition. The whole situation wasn't that bad but the condition of the myvi seems worst. The bonnet dented a bit and the front bumper totally went inwards. This totally explains the quality of it, is soft. There were witness and they given their comments that the motorcycle were in the wrong as he drove out fast and didn't realize our car. He himself admitted that he was in the fault too. I went to get yong shean as the incident site is near her house. After all the commotion and time wasted on it, we settle it outside as we were kind people as the bike driver is without licence. It is not practically we wanna just let him go, is just, is better this way than do so much commotions. We totally skipped service and went to Eric's house. Tim came and get us at Eric's place. We had dinner nearby and played games. It totally wasn't Eric's fault just that i would really want him to drive more carefully next time, this time the bike driver admits his mistake. This world is full of different people, so is best to stay alert always, precaution is better than cure. It is obviously better without any accidents, just that it will happen like Drake's case.

-All around the world we're singing, all around the world we're singing your king, your kingdom comes!-

We used to be very good, after the incident, we hardly talked. When we talked again, we got a bit better, then we fought a little, silence more. I took the first step, we talked again. After that, we fought a little again, silence where there but wasn't long. Is this the cycle of whats between us?

~Place a period, tomorrow is near~

Work again, as usual, i feel so bored and tired with this job already! I didn't extend today, so after work, went to night market with Eric and Matthew! We went to OUG night market. Thank goodness that it was a nice weather today. We reached there bout 8pm, walked around and sat down for dinner. I bought rojak, lo bak gou and mua chee! Love this kind of foods!

First topic bout today is faith. Do you believe in faith? Something is just faithed to happen. Have you ever think how come you could just saw the person you know without any plans of meeting? Some of this i believe is faith. Today, i was walking to times square and u bumped to my friend that i haven met for a year plus. I believe it was faith as we so long had not meet and yet in the busy city of KL, we met each other. Honestly, this is not the first time. I always bump to SOMEONE most of the time. True but strange? Isn't amazing? It seems like god had HIS own arrangements on you.

Second is Greed. I said earlier that vincent iphone got lost right? Well, we suspect someone that is on training stole it. We try to verify it but it wasn't. Vincent said the person who took it was fishy, meaning that he could be the one that took it, sell it and bought a new one as the person's iphone seems so new. Whoever who took it, he should return it instead of taking it. This is stealing and is the act of greed. I remember what rev pastor Daniel said, if taking or asking from other people is greed (except for financial aiding purposes) and taking or asking for something you deserve ( means pray to god for money ) is fine. I forgot how to say this already! Anyways, is best to return it to the owner than keeping it for yourself, this will cause karma to you! So, don't steal!

That's all for today, have a good day! =)

~Just when I felt like giving up on us

You turned around and gave me one last touch
That made everything feel better
And even then my eyes got wetter
So confused wanna ask you if you love me
But I don't wanna seem so weak~

Woke up and looked at the time, is only 6am. I woke up from a dream that wasn't consider a nightmare but something sweet instead. I woke up is because it was something not right, is so hard to explain. It totally spoil my whole mood for the day and also cause of yesterday. These two days, everything seems not right at all. After that slept back till 8am.

My work starts at 10am and ends at 10pm. There wasn't special bout my work so i'll skip through the details. Lunch break was at 4pm, ate with Pauline, Kah Siong and Yolanda. We went to NZ curry house. She paid for my meal. Thanks! Totally wasn't in the mood for work too. Finally, Ray is back! My good TL! Boon siong is back too, awesome! Glad that there were back to wrc but i'm leaving soon. I'm so gonna miss you all! I feel so sorry for Vincent that he lost his iphone in office today. I prayed that the person that took it will have his punishment from God!

Totally had no mood today so this post will be kinda short. Final words, i feel so bad and terrible that i blamed you, i seriously know i'm in the wrong, is my fault. I forgotten how stress you were and i wasn't able to thought that until someone told me. I feel so stupid and dumb. Thank goodness that you didn't realize that but still i'm really sorry. I definitely owe you an apology, truly and deeply sorry, it wont happen again.

I just need someone to listen to me, listen to my troubles.

What a boring day! Stuck at home practically doing also nothing special. There were no plans for today, therefore i stayed at home. Woke up bout 1pm cause yesterday i slept bout 430am. Slept this late cause thinking bout someone. I guess i think a lot already.

Regarding bout the blog post, i've been listening to a lot of motivational songs. For example like "who says", "perfect" and etc. When you're down, listen to these songs. It is kinda awesome and really motivational. Always think that you can do it, believe in yourself. Nobody says you cant do it! If you think you can, you can! The power of believing is so strong that miracles will happen. All you gotta do is tell yourself to prepare beforehand, the road will get tough but be strong and have the willpower to continue. Never have a thought of giving up. When you reach the end of the road, you will see that everything had fall into place just like you wanted it.

This is the first post and this section is dedicated just for the one i love. I'm very sorry i'm gonna say this. I deeply apologize if i offended you in any ways, i'm sorry that i love you. Although to you, we are impossible, i know. I learned to keep everything quiet now just get our friendship going. There are so many things that i can't specifically tell you. I don't know what you might think of me but through here, this is my life blog, i shall express here. I miss you a lot, i know we just hang out lately but trying not to say bout my feelings is so hard. Keeping everything bout my feelings to you is the only way for me not go overboard. I know that time i did. I wanted to ask you that, do you regret to know me? I think it is because i think too much yesterday night. I wanna do so many things with you but i know i can't. I don't know what to do and just act nothing in front of you. I feel so tired and worn out. Do you realize? I feel fatigue in all of this. I know and i'm suppose to let go but i cant. Deep down inside me says don't, i still wanna believe and put all hopes and faith in it. This is where i will be heading, even if we can't be together, it doesn't matter, just let me hurt. I want to love you and i will not make the choice of letting go right now. I'm moving on together with the feeling cause i don't think it is time for me to cast the feeling aside. Sorry, i really wanted to say this and express it out.

You are perfect to me.

What a beautiful sunday it was today, with rain. Today, was the closing of project barnabas! For your information, project barnabas is sort of an annual ceremony where pastors from different countries that are allied under our church name gathers together for general meeting( something like that). We have total of 14 different countries that are under HSG church.

Matthew fetched me from my house to church. The closing ceremony starts with the normal sunday service. Today at service, i received an inspiration from God, the word is miracles. It is related to the post title. Does anyone watched "Prince of Egypt"? This show was about moses. The main song was this song called "When you believe". The chorus goes like this, "There can be miracles when you believe, though hope is frail, is hard to kill...." . Here is the power of believing and miracles. It all start by just believe in it, you can never know what you'll see and get later on. Believe it!

After that, project barnabas closing ceremony. The song "kingdom" was played and that ends the ceremony.The flag bearers were there, all of us prayed for beloved pastors and took a HUGE picture of each and everyone of us there. Then, we went on for lunch. Gosh, mcdonalds! I try my best to stop eating mcdonalds for sometime but i don't know who's idea was it to eat lunch there. My diet is so ruined. By the way, Eric is in Singapore, i wonder how he is over there? Imagining..... " ERIC: GET ME OUT OF HERE...." I don't think that would really happen. " ERIC : I WANT TO STAY HERE FOREVER.." That's more like it. I know he likes other countries better than Malaysia. Talking bout leaving, Pastor Daniel was saying that leaving is essential for entering, so leave Malaysia. Shin and me totally stunt for a while and laughed.

Your belief determines your action and your action determines your results, but first you have to believe. - Mark Victor Hansen

Life goes on without saying anything spectacular. Have a great day!

After 3 days of rest, today i went back to work. I felt a bit rusted but still manageable to do my job. When i was on the way home, i was listening songs and the playlist was playing this song. This song actually sang by Rihanna, i think it is kinda a good song, really amazing. This song suits her well, like started she sang Unfaithful.

Let's go back to the main topic, while i was listening to this song, i slowly understands the lyrics and it gave me an inspiration. It kinda related to something i shared in yesterdays carecell. I believe everyone has it's own desires, which will also tend to want it very bad. When you started to want it so bad, you will never come to think in case you might not get it. When someone fails to get it, they will feel disappointed, emotional and lifeless. Although to most people, they will feel that everything is almost within grasp but when you really see it, it actually is far away from you. People tend to feel this way due to their fondness towards their desires. I would like to emphasize that desires and dreams are different, don't get mix up guys! I wanted to say is that even though the desires seem is a must to have it but do u ever think properly that is it really necessary? Before looking towards to get your own desires, first you gotta ask yourself and think whether do you really should get it? or is it important to you? or what if you don't get it, will you think that your life becomes meaningless? As for me, i came to realize actually it wont affect me very much if i don't get it. I'm not sure bout you guys but just wanna let you all know and don't be disappointed if you put your hopes too high and don't get it. I would like to apologize if i offended anyone reading this passage. Just to be clear again, desires and dreams are different. I forgot to mention that this implies to selfish desires!

Moving on to dreams. Everyone should have a dreams, dreams are imaginary. Everything starts because of imagination. Imagination is the greatest thing of all and it brought dreams along. Each and everyone of us have their own dreams to achieve. What keep us going is our dreams that we wanted to achieve, nothing can stop us to achieve our dreams. If one wanted to achieve their dreams, they need patients. No one should rush into things, this will only shatters your dreams instead and you gotta start from beginning again. Never say that you dreams is gone without giving a try to pursue it. As i said it in the earlier post, how do you know the outcome before even trying it? To achieve your dreams, never and don't even think bout giving up! Try your very best to achieve your dreams, you may feel the road might be tough but you gotta tell yourself that you can do it! At the end of the road lies your dreams that once you reach there, it is no longer a dream, it is a fact, cause it came true!

We grow great by dreams. All big men are dreamers. They see things in the soft haze of a spring day or in the red fire of a long winter's evening. Some of us let these great dreams die, but others nourish and protect them; nurse them through bad days till they bring them to the sunshine and light which comes always to those who sincerely hope that their dreams will come true. - Woodrow Wilson

P.S

For SA - Know you had problems, no worries, i'm here to listen and try my best to help you.

For myself - never give up on you dreams! banish all selfish desires!!

Today was my official offday for this week, went to hang out with my best buddy Eric and Shin, not to leave out John too. First thing this morning was looking back to yesterday and still worried bout what had happened. After that, sudden call from Eric that he is coming now. Gosh! So sudden, luckily manage to prepare on time.

Got ourselves at pavilion but i went to office instead. When i got up to office, first thing was looking for justin but he was off today. Then, look for people seating at my place. Totally gave a hysterical look towards kian wee new hair style. I talked with June a while than got to change off day with Johnny so that sunday i can off to see project barnabas closing ceremony! I went to vincy's place to get my resign letter printed out to gave it to hwee tin. Finally, i sent my resign letter and i'm officially going to leave soon. I will definitely miss you guys and i know i wont go back to work again, but i will be back some time to see any old faces that is still there. There are so many people i gonna miss! Anyways, i decided to help out also and going to work part time a while. My official last date is 16th June but i will be converting to part time from 17th June onwards. I think my really last working date in wrc is somewhere end of June.

I walked to farenheit 88's sushi zanmai for lunch. My 3 days in a row lunch is at sushi zanmai. GOSH! After that John came here to join us. We got X-men First Class movie tickets and we went to snowflakes. I seriously like snowflakes, it is awesome! Our movie was at 3pm so we went to the movie bout 3.05pm. We made it on time and skip the advertisements. The movie was awesome! It was 2 hours and 15 minutes long! Talk bout a good show! We came out and then John realized that he left his pouch at snowflakes. He went there to get it bout the staff there said an old lady claim it earlier. Is strange but true, in the pouch is just a bible and a notebook. I wonder why anyone wanna steal it. I felt sad for John.

The next stop was at Star Village at OUG. We went there for dinner with cell members and with two great pastors. One from philippines and one from india. We had an awesome western dinner there and both of the pastors were treated by us. I really love the food, it taste so good! We continued our carecell at church together and joined by the pastors. They observed and had fun together in the carecell. I love our cell, all the good activities, laughters and the most important bout this cell is caring. We are a big family in this. Thank you! I believe the pastors had a great time here at our cell. Supper was at nathan's corner! Saw some familiar faces, went to say hi to them. Is been a while, so long didn't see my school friends.

Finally, i would like to say that now the past is a fact but it ain't important anymore. Those bad moments in the past had became yesterdays and do no need to feel skeptical bout it. Take it as a lesson and learn it. Now, what is important is the present! Do what u can do now, question yourself what you want to do now. The future can wait, never to worry how good or bad the future may gets cause you never know the outcome. The future will be better if you start to plan it now and all starts from now. If you keep thinking how bad the future will be then how you gonna start to do it now? Present determines your future!

Tomorrow still got work, so thats all for now! Have a good day and god will bless you all!

P.S

for 2 persons that i hanged out with yesterday: if everything is ok already then is good.

for myself : Always remember that you got your friends and family that supports you!

Second day of my life and yet i find it amazing. Everything went great today except for a minor/ major unexpected things happen today. I kinda love what happened today between all of us except for the that unexpected thing. Let's just keep that thing aside.

Lunch was great at sushi zanmai! I really love that place, environments great & foods great. 3 of us ate at there and was rm40. Cheap? I think so. Sorry to bore you guys though at this day, all of this was so unplanned for, can blame me for not planning it earlier. I tried to get movie tickets but it sold out, so technically that is not my fault. I know we've been walking around and practically almost did nothing much at all. I would like to apologize if today really bores you guys and especially to him, if today i said too much, please forgive me.

Dinner at McD, i got the final green cup!! It looks great. Chatting in mcd and looking for locations to take pictures. We went to different toilets to get a better picture. It was kinda weird but at least we got some good pictures. We had our funny moments today and unhappy moments, at least we shared it out. So tiring after all this walkings, i definitely need a massage.

P.S

for pauline, please don't be angry ok? =(

for casper, thanks.

for myself, TRY YOUR VERY BEST!

Got nothing much to write and that is all. Have a good day!

Welcome peeps! I personally invites you to my life! Welcome aboard to richie's life transit.

First, i'll intro a bit bout myself. I'm just an ordinary guy, have breathed for 20 years and more to come. I lived somewhere in KL and near to a famous shopping mall. My life fluctuates a lot but i get used to it already and i think it is part of life., it makes everything challenging. Where's ups with no downs and where's downs with no ups? Plain constant makes everything BORING! Anyway, currently i'm working in wisma genting as a customer relation officer, not a bad job but it bores. I'm leaving the company soon though.

Second, actually today will be the start of my new life, new me. I can feel it in my bones that i changed, even my best friend, Eric says that i feel different today. He's right, this is the start of something new to me. Last time i will tend to live on with my emotional self but now not anymore, i embrace life challenges and will definitely smile and happy more than ever. This new me means so important to me, i think my friends could accept the new me. Some attitudes that is bad will change and those good things will remain. I will try my very best to change a better look too. Hope i could attract people ( HAHAHAHA) . This is where i start and how i will begin the new me. Actually i embraced for today, made preparations and now, i'm so excited.

Last but not least, this blog posts will be all bout my life, my surrounding and part of my friends. I wanted to share bout my life goings, not just only me and also my friends and me. Future posts some will include pictures or videos and may also dedicated for my friends. I wanted to share my life to those people i know and some i may not know. Hope you guys will like my blog, future updates will be notified through facebook. Hope you all enjoy reading it too! CHEERS!

P.S

for Eric, good luck in your final exam that is coming soon!

for YS, all the best in UTAR!

for kian wee and kai liang, cheer up man! life has it's ups and downs! I will be there to support you!

for casper and wei keat, good luck in your studies!

for pauline, take care of your health!!

for cell/ church members, i pray that project Barnabas for this week will go smoothly!

for myself, A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step!

BYE! =)