Say hello to goodbye

"What's going on?" These words keep appearing in my head. These few days, a lot of unexpected things happened. I hope i could really absorb John's word, "CHILLAX". It is a mixture of chill and relax, i think. Honestly, this week i had been put into a test, testing my friendship with others. The test wasn't hard, it was devastating. This test spoils my mood for the whole week. I believe some where getting better to another level but as for some, it gone worst.

Monday was the first day of this test started, i started to worried for the friendship with someone. I can't believe at the end, it didn't went out well. I'm not very sure what was going on at first, but after that i think, all along it was my fault. The reason of this wasn't bout you, it was bout me. People told me how bad you were, honestly i started thinking that they were right. You do not appreciate me at all but after that, i could also because of my actions. Now, i don't know what to say and just leave it that way.

I'm sorry to Eric for what had happened yesterday. Everything was my fault. I'm the one should be blamed. Can't we don't argue on small matter, ok? Hope you accept my apologies!

Everything falls apart this week but thank goodness there were people around me that still help me to put all the pieces back together, especially her. =) thx. CMY