Like a star

“I told myself I couldn’t see you, but you’re someone who draws the eye.
But if I see you, it hurts and makes things tough for me.
After only living at the convent,
I came to live in this land of stars and was hit by electricity and lost my senses.
I flew up right into the heavens and then crashed down to the ground.
Fireworks exploded in my head and in one moment a thundering rainstorm crashed down on me.
Since I’ve left this star-land, I saw the path I am to live.
I would have to leave the star-land and just watch it from afar.
If I see the brightest-shining star close up, it’s so blinding to the eyes that it hurts.
That is why I am going to go far away.” – Mi Nam

Had been days since my last update. The quote above is from a korean drama called "You're beautiful". Park Shin Hye acted in the drama together with Jang Geun Suk, Lee Hong Ki and Jung Yong Hwa. Park Shin Hye said this to Jang Geun Suk. In the drama, she had fallen in love with him but there were obstacles between them, the STAR in this quote refers to Jang Geun Suk. Sad right? But they got together in the end, happy ending.

Moving on, i'm really bored being at home, trying my best to find some life by hanging out with friends. There's one thing i like to do the most is hanging out with fellow christ. I really enjoyed and feel relaxed in church though. It seems my mind is clear and all those troubles were gone when i'm in the church. Oh lord, you're the best! I love my carecell, i love all the activities we do, especially the up coming penang trip. I really appreciate this trip. Special thanks to Eric and Tim that brought me to this awesome church. Nice meeting all the people here. All of you are great in your own way. I really need to plan my days, being at home is seriously plain boring. I can't wait to start class. I wanted to learn up the courses fast! I feel so motivated to start class. I hope that i could handle the tension! Something caught my attention today, gold nitrate, AuH7N4O15. It is kinda interesting. I don't really know why but i think is something interesting to look on. I got a bible application in my phone! Sounds like an accomplishment! Now, i can read the bible through my phone, isn't it awesome?! Total randomness! That's all for today. Enjoy!

-You are my everything to me-

I love you very much.